Dear, Dedicated to my better half.

Happy 2 months, love! I know it's super late, but I hope you'll still let me say this. I love you, I love you more than words can say, no cap. Maybe I'm not the boyfriend you imagined, haha. But the fact that you once said you love me? That alone makes me feel like the luckiest guy alive. You know I always tell you how lucky I am to have you, and I mean it, every single time. Just so you know, I'll always adore you, Himeya.

I know I've been making you feel off lately. Just to set things straight, it doesn't mean I'm tired of you or anything like that. I've just been stressed or feeling down with my daily life, and this is just how I heal. I'm so sorry darling, if I can't always be by your side. Even when you're feeling sad or alone. I know you don't wanna bother me, but hey it's okay to tell me when you wanna spend time with me.

It's okay if you wanna tell me how messy I am, so I can fix myself for you. Honestly, I love it when you share your problems with me, that meant a lot. I love it when you tell me if you're crying, it helps me understand how you're really doing. Please don't think badly of me. Lately I feel like all I give you is negativity, when for me, you're literally the most positive thing in my life. I don't wanna interact with you while I'm still frustrated. So when I finally start talking to you again, just know that I'm already totally fine.

And again,
I love you, Mey.